New (but don't think i'm nervous?)

20 Aug 2005

I have to admit that i've kind of lost touch! At the ripe old age of 44 sometimes I do feel a little left behind!! Life deals some wierd cards at times? When I was in my twenties, to be honest I really did'nt give a shit about anything really, but now that i've hit my forties it's much harder work! and the real bummer is that I have way more disposable income to spend on a good time..... I'm rapidly coming to the conclusion that life is in fact arse about face. :P