For over a decade my lovely wife and I have been soft swingers. More like a hobby rather than a lifestyle though. We played with other like minded couples, with the girls putting on a sexy girl-on-girl show before the guys join in. Doing everything but keeping final penetration to our own partner. The only exceptions to this were an MFM (soft) 3sum with an old mate of mine + a session on holiday in November 2018 when my wife shocked me by asking the couple we were with "have you got any condoms". WOW I was able to watch her being fucked by another cock for the first time ever. I did not fuck the other lady (oh boy she was HOT) as I didn't want my wife to think that the only reason I wanted to see her being fucked was so that I could fuck another lady too. Looking back that was a BIG mistake! Now the guy from the MFM 3sum was an old friend. When I visited his house and his lovely wife was not home, he'd show me a video of his wife doing a strip on their bed and frigging herself almost to orgasm before he (my mate) set the camera on a table and joined his wife for a fuck session. We saw this video many many times. Initially we'd slide our hands inside our own trousers to stroke our own cocks as we watched this sexy video. Then we found the confidence to take off our trousers and underpants to make it easier. One day he put his hand around MY cock and wanked me as we watched the sexy video. I did the same to him out of courtesy. Some months later, again watching the video (this time at my house) we were wanking each other and he leaned over to suck my stiff cock. I warned him that he was going to make me Cum, but he carried on until I did. This continued for over a year whenever we met up. He loved it when I fucked his face and came in his mouth. But it took at least a year before I first sucked HIS cock in return. He then started to ask me to "fuck his white arse", but I was not interested. It must have been 2 years later that I first succumbed to his request using a condom of course. Since then I've fucked him another 4 times but it's given me a HUGE interest in other guys cocks. I am now constantly in Bi chat rooms and have met probably 8/10 guys for mutual wanking and/or sucking. 4 of them I've fucked and I can't get enough of it. My wife has given up on Swinging and I'm just desperate for the end of Lockdown so I can meet up with some new cocks. A guy I met as part of a 4sum several years ago now works abroad.